I understand that it has only been a short time since the death, but during these painful and empty days, I have been getting gigantic tidal waves filled with many emotions for the dearly departed Michael Jackson. After seeing all the videos, listened to all of the songs, and watched the beautiful funeral with tear-filled eyes, I have finally come to a big stepping-stone conclusion in my life.... I have fallen in love with the great King of Pop.... I have cried many times for him. It has even gotten to the point where on some occasions I have actually cried myself to sleep.
He has pleaged my dreams almost every night now. I believe it is driving me to be, as some would say, "Mad as a hatter." My heart aches over his death as I wish for him to come out of the golden cascet alive and full of spirt. I barely knew the loving, shy, and gentle man, and yet, I have taken even more interest in him than I have with Johnny Depp. I guess Michael has captured my heart with his magical charms. I hope the angels are keeping him company in heaven right now.

God Bless,
~*~Rachel V.~*~